You're Angry, I'm Angry
An original editorial by Luna
Tons of people loved Order of the Phoenix. I did too,
but a lot of people I've spoken to, in person and online, have said that one
of the things that they didn't like about the book was Harry's seemingly
constant anger. I've heard many things like, "He was way too moody", "He
was so ticked off all the time", "His anger was so irritating", and "He was
such a whiner in this one." It seems that the source (or sources) of
Harry's anger are flying right over many (not all) fans' heads, as though
this sudden, unfounded anger appeared out of nowhere (sarcasm ;)). A lot of
people found Harry's rage annoying, and I found it very annoying that so
many people found it annoying.
Reading something and actually experiencing it are two very different
things. This was also discussed by the MuggleCast boys after Goblet of Fire
received a PG-13 rating by the MPAA. When you read something, you're
imagining it, but seeing it is completely different. When you read
conversations in books, those are very believable and common, everyday
things. But if you read the final chapters of GoF, it's a different story.
Sure, you're worried for Harry throughout the whole thing, but in the back
of your mind, you know that it's not real...fantasy...didn't really happen.
But what if it did?
Of course, these books are works of fiction. There's magic, witches, wands,
trolls, unicorns, and other fantastical elements within their pages. But
the characters are very real, meaning that you could find people with
similar personalities to these characters in real life. They have logic,
feelings, and emotions: human elements. So would you think that just
because these characters reside in a series of books where making magic is
an everyday practice that they would not react to certain things and
situations the same way we do? You can probably see where this is going.
Ever hear of post-traumatic stress and depression? Can you guess what one of the
symptoms is? Anger! You don't have to be a psychiatrist to notice that
Harry is experiencing just that in OotP. Anyone who has ever lost someone
or been through a horrific incident can very easily identify with Harry and
his rage. People have actually told me that Order of the Phoenix helped
them get through their own depression by reading about Harry's. I've done
the same thing; it's one of the many reasons why I read these wonderful
books. They knew exactly how he felt, and I think it made them feel less
lonely. The same has been said about people near the Gulf Coast reading
Harry Potter because the books helped them cope with the hurricane disaster.
What happened to Harry in GoF didn't really happen. Again, what if it did?
What if our world was Harry's world, and what Harry went through on that
fateful night in June suddenly happened to someone in real life? Would they
be the same person? Just to put this in perspective: If one of your
friends was killed right before your eyes for no reason, and you were tied
to a gravestone, tortured, and almost killed, you would have several good
reasons for being a little angry. The fact that 'magic' was involved would
have nothing to do with it. An adult would have an extremely hard time
dealing with that, but Harry's 14 at the time that the Triwizard Tournament
ended with a fellow student's death. Most fourteen-year olds in our world
don't have to deal with all of that, and those who do rarely process it all
before experiencing a lot of anger. In Harry's case, angry at the whole thing! Add to that the guilt and anger at yourself for
believing that you contributed to your friend's death, just by wanting them
to have the same glory as you; your friend, whose house is underestimated on
a daily basis, and deserves much more glory than it receives. I think that
those people who were frustrated with Harry's attitude read those painful
chapters in GoF, then read the book a couple more times,
realized that it was indeed just fantasy, and that took a lot of the
seriousness away. Just because it happened in a fantasy world does not make
it any less serious.
It is said that what happens to us means less than what happens in us. At
the time that we first meet Harry in OotP, he has been mulling the entire
situation over in his mind for a month, stewing in anger, guilt, and
sadness...and it's not like the Dursleys are helping. If you're locked in
your room for most of each day for 30 days, you tend to do a lot of thinking
(he has no one to talk to, after all); and after the events in GOF, what
else would Harry think about? How the Tutshill Tornadoes are doing? Oh
yeah... He'd also be thinking about how he got slapped in the face by the
Minister of Magic so carelessly and how the Daily Prophet is pleasantly
whistling and looking the other direction. And he would also be frustrated
as heck at the fact that his two best friends aren't telling him a thing
about what's going on. Then, proceeding to almost having his soul sucked
out again by two dementors who have completely forgotten about Azkaban
because of a certain toad lady (making him relive the event that caused his
month-long depression in the first place) would not make him feel any
better. Needless to say, Harry isn't having a very good summer during his
so-called vacation.
Later in the year, he has to deal with Dolores Umbridge... Do we really need
to go into all of the reasons why Harry would be ticked off at her and the
rest of the Ministry? If we did, this editorial would never end, so just
take those reasons into consideration because the High Inquisitor was a HUGE
contributer to Harry's rage in Book 5 (and other people's for that matter).
Another thing fans need to remember is that not all of Harry's anger was
Harry's. How can we forget his and Voldemort's special mind link? Not only
was our hero trying to handle his own feelings, but he also had to deal with
Voldemort's. He was basically carrying around with him the thoughts and
emotions of two people, along with his scar being an incessant pain. That
in itself is a heavy load. Take the scene where Hermione suggests to Harry
that he teach the students:
Ron and Hermione were still smirking and Harry felt his temper rise;
he wasn't even sure why he was feeling so angry."Don't sit there grinning like you know better than I do, I was there,
wasn't I?" he said heatedly. "I know what went on, all right? And I didn't
get through any of that because I was brilliant at Defence Against the Dark
Arts, I got through it all because - because help came at the right time, or
because I guessed right - but I just blundered through it all, I didn't have
a clue what I was doing - STOP LAUGHING!"
The bowl of Murtlap essence fell to the floor and smashed. He became
aware that he was on his feet, though he couldn't remember standing up.
Crookshanks streaked away under a sofa. Ron and Hermione's smiles had
vanished.
OotP UK Edition, page 293 (emphasis mine)
The Murtlap scene is a perfect example of what happens when Voldemort is
angry at the exact same time that Harry is. Simply put, Voldemort's rage
amplified Harry's, literally and consequently. Remember, he didn't even
know why he was feeling so angry. His anger was amplified so much that
he stood up and broke the bowl without even knowing it. Take this part:
Before he had started studying Occlumency, his scar had prickled
occasionally, usually during the night, or else following one of those
strange flashes of Voldemort's thoughts or mood that he experienced every
now and then. Nowadays, however, his scar hardly ever stopped prickling,
and he often felt lurches of annoyance or cheerfulness that were
unrelated to what was happening to him at the time, which were always
accompanied by a particularly painful twinge from his scar.
OotP UK Edition, page 488-489 (emphasis mine)
The Occlumency lessons are making it worse, and making him sick as well.
Furthermore, this goes to show that not all of the anger Harry felt in OotP
was plain old 'adolescent agonizing', as how one of our favorite portraits,
Phineas Nigellus, put it. He may be working for Dumbledore, and he may be
very clever, but he does not understand Harry's position. Many teenagers
today identify with Harry and his frustration, since many adults don't
understand them either. Anyway, with this in mind, we could probably find
other scenes in which Harry's anger was amplified by Voldy's, not just the
Murtlap one.
Did any of you notice that Harry was a lot calmer in HBP? That was partly
because Harry became more mature, but it was also because Voldemort was
employing Occlumency against him; so Harry didn't feel what he felt anymore,
much to his relief. If Voldemort hadn't done that, Harry would probably be
almost as angsty in HBP as he was in OotP. So we're glad Voldemort finally
got a grip over himself. Harry needed the break and it opened up new
opportunities...
The Order of the Phoenix was needed. Harry's anger was needed. Harry could
not have possibly gone through all of the things that he went through in
each book and not let them affect him at least once. He's not superhuman.
So at the end of OotP, with the murder of his godfather (I hope you all have
come out of denial by now), with the death again being partially his fault
in his mind, the last of the Blacks and the last father figure he had, gone,
he finally snapped. Do you know what I thought? About time. It had to
happen. Harry couldn't have held all of that in forever, so he had to let
it out; and who better to let it all out to but Dumbledore, the only source
of help from an adult (besides maybe Lupin or McGonagall) he had left (that
changed in HBP, but I'm discussing OotP, so bear with me :))? Who better to
storm at than the man who had refused to even look at him the entire year
(before Harry knew why, of course)? So guys, give the kid a break. He's
been through a lot, and his anger wasn't permanent. Maturity is an ongoing
process; you cannot just get 'there' overnight. If you removed OotP from
the series, an essential, pivotal piece of that process would seriously be
missing. It would not be a natural transition for Harry to go from GoF to
HBP just like that. He has to overcome more challenges (just like we do in
real life) and gain control over his emotions (he couldn't do much about
Voldemort's, and Occlumency wasn't aiding him either). Order of the Phoenix
did that for him, so that now, he's on his way to becoming a man.
3/4/06
Posted by: Rachael